I haven't written a blog in a while. The weeks have flown by and it has been very busy with work and wedding prep. Caden is now home from school, the entire elementary school has switched to online schooling over two covid cases. We opted to homeschool Caden instead, since we don't use wifi in our home and do not want Caden sitting on a tablet all day. It is sad that this whole pandemic has caused even more dependency on harmful technology.

I am very busy but feeling great health-wise. We already have snow here. I have started to put many of the health perspectives I have written about in past blogs into practice. I feel much better in the cold and as the season gets colder I will continue to reduce my carbs. I am lifting hard and am pretty strong right now. 

Angela and I had a small beautiful wedding in our new home. It wasn't the big event & honeymoon we had planned in California before Covid broke out, but it was so nice to be in our home with our new neighbors. We have great neighbors and that is something to be very thankful for. Angela was a beautiful bride. I never thought that I could have such a special relationship. Here are some pics. 
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It is important to note that with all the chaos that we are now witnessing, there are two factors that I look at as the largest influences on the general population and the world which I use to explain what is going on. These 2 influence are not commonly recognized at all. 

These influences are: technology and magnetism. One we control, one we do not. Both help explain the mental & emotional state of the world, as well as climate change (which is a natural response to earth's declining magnetic field and also exacerbated by modern, wireless tech that essentially microwaves the atmosphere with a frequency soup). The strength of the earth's magnetic field also directly correlates to our neurological and growth potential.

Angela is currently reading the book "The Contagion Myth- Why Viruses Including Coronavirus Are Not The Cause of Disease" 

Admittedly I haven't had a chance to read it yet but discussing it as Angela reads it has been very interesting and it similarly presents the idea that the global increase in wifi and 5G is effecting the earth and the people on it. Viruses are not alive, they are a bi-product of cellular toxicity and not the cause. When you cut your finger, you don't blame it on the scab that forms as a result. 

Tech is causing radiation and radiation alters our environment and affects us on a cellular level. It is beyond our senses, meaning we typically don't pick up on these frequencies abruptly, like we would an acute injury. The damage is incremental and subtle, growing over time like a frog being slowly boiled in water.

One analogy I often use is if you had an infection in your hand, first your body would try to heal it. At some critical point if it couldn't be healed, then you would have to cut off the hand to save the body. The amputated hand would not be alive, it would be comprised of DNA, RNA, and proteins. A virus is much like the amputated hand, but on a smaller scale within a cell. It is the result of cellular illness/ disease/ toxicity, but it is not the cause. 

I believe new levels and frequencies from tech are causing new disease in the form of cellular viral expression. This makes masks and social distancing foolish, and as we've already seen, ineffective (all we have is claims that it works yet the virus remains). It is important to note that the PCR testing of the virus is very misunderstood by the general population. Hospitals are financially incentivized to repot covid deaths. There is no way to get objective information about covid at this point. 

Back in the spring I wrote about this in many blogs so go back and check them out in the health blog library. 

Magnetism, specifically unidirectional magnetism is something I have written about at great length in past blogs. The natural decline of the earth's magnetosphere competes with the sun's magnetosphere. The earth's magnetosphere is currently at about 0.5 gauss (gauss is the term used to describe magnetic strength measurement). This varies somewhat around the planet and is not completely fixed. In the dinosaur era, magnetism was at approximately 300 gauss. Life was abundant on the planet and life forms were much larger and potentially more intelligent (hence the many wonders of the world like the pyramids that we can't explain and often default to aliens).
 
In a few hundred years, magnetism will hit zero point, flip, and the magnetic cycle will begin all over again. The charge potential of all living things on the planet is directly connected to the strength of the magnetosphere, which is the canvas or egg if you will for all life to grow and express from. When the magnetosphere is weak, everything in it suffers as a result. We are living in the struggle phase of the magnetic cycle. Addictions compensate for low charge and it is hard to find a person not using alcohol, drugs, caffeine, or any other number of substances, typically a combination of many. Magnetism has answered every unanswered question I toiled with. I cannot recommend getting a 20 gauss Magnetico enough to boost your charge potential during the most important healing time in your life: sleep (15% off when you use code ROBA). I have very few financial resources and I sleep on 2 stacked 20 gauss and our son Caden (6 years old) also sleeps on a 20 gauss. It is a top priority for us because we know and live the benefits.

I could go on and on endlessly about tech and magnetism, correlating through many examples how they effect us. I try not to re-write blogs so go back and read them if you want better health and to make sense of the world we are living in.

What does a high-tech, low-charge world look like? Just look around. There is more to come and no matter the outcome I don't see either side backing down after the election. It is time to take extreme steps for change. Remember the difference between a helper and an enabler. An enabler foolishly works harder than the person they are trying to help. 

If you have questions, ask. Thanks for being an important part of my process. 

This is the most important blog I have written. I have struggled to try and decide how to write about it and I realize that I shouldn't make it too long. (It took me 6 months to write the Are You Conscious Series which was propably too long for anyone to really read)

You will need to watch the video below to understand this blog. 

Here we go.
​In the past, I spent a lot of time thinking about fractal numbers and what I call fractal intelligence as a way of seeing the world. (see the Mandelbrot set) 
This is a very extensive topic that I will not dive into now but I also wanted to make sense of what is commonly referred to as God. After looking into many religions and their history, I could best be described as a modern Gnostic, as I am drawn to the core concepts of gnosticism. Here are some examples of my views:

Looking at life through a dualistic lens - seeing the necessity of dark to create light and light to create dark as opposed to concrete good and evil.

Viewing good and evil as knowledge and ignorance as opposed to sin in the traditional Christian sense. 

Self-actualization and the recognition of a higher knowledge that is a knowing that is beyond intellectual and is best described as remembering.

Viewing the traditional Christian god of the Old Testament as a lower deity (referred to as the demiurge in some circles) that withheld knowledge from Adam and Eve and was a creator god lesser than the absolute deity of all creation. This explains the need for blood sacrifices and worship that never made any sense to me as a child learning about a loving god that would make people with a sinful nature and then eternally condemn them to hell. 
 
I could go on as all these concepts are very obscure, but will move on. I will now share the way I have been able to try and make sense of "god." This came to me as a realization a few years ago and was nothing I had been taught. 

I will use numbers to explain. Many look at numbers as a core truth; a language discovered, not invented, and that numbers themselves have a personality. Historically, mathematicians struggled to find the end of numbers, or the end of infinity just to find another level of infinity (some went crazy). 

To make sense of the infinite potential expressions of the divine, we will look at infinite numerical expressions. This addresses the gnostic idea of a divine spark of every living thing containing a piece of the divine (If you have followed my blog this would be subatomics or electromagnetism at the core of a person ....the electron.) 

1,863,468, 213 or any other number above 9 can be reduced to 9 or a lower single digit. This is called the digital root. So numbers 0-9 are the core digital root numbers. When I say reduced instead of taking the number bigger you add the numbers together to break it down. For example: 16 would be 1+6 = 7, so 7 is the digital root of 16. Since 7 is a single digit, it can not be reduced down any further. 

Now that we have condensed the infinite set of numerical expressions to 0-9, it is important to note that all these root numbers are archetypes each with their own positive and negative aspects. They all must exist. I call 0-9 the archetypes of God, or the aspects of God. I could spend hours breaking this down but I will try to be concise. 

9 - The absolute high god. This is the all, or the void. No personality, pure energy, pure information. Nine is the biggest single root digit and the most powerful. All numbers are reduced to a digital root under 9 or consumed by 9. (See 3-6-9 code video at the beginning of this blog.) 

8 - We'll come back to this. 

​7 - This would be the archetype of good, or of positive aspects. It is essentially the Christ archetype; not the person but the personification of the archetype of good. 
9-7 Exist in the spiritual realm (the quantum space). 
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5-6 are the earthly archetypes.

6 - This would be the false god. The judge god depicted as the god of the Old Testament and the ruler of the earthly realm. Six is the judge god as well as the god of time and order ( also referred to as Chronos, father time, Saturn, which is where we get the phonetic Satan). The 6 requires much explanation and is shown as the six pointed star or the six-sided cube. Six is literally a n upside-down nine and is masquerading as the 9 (the true high god) where it can get away with it, here on earth. 

5 - The archetype of chaos, the trickster, the joker/jester, or the character of Lucifer:  the false light barer. Five represents the lie. It's symbol is the 5-pointed star. 
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0-4 could be said to exist inside your head in a sense. They are the individual, or human archetypes.

4 - Four represents the observer. The all seeing eye; the one watching this story play out. 

3 - The judge of the mind; the one who governs the conversation inside your head.  

2- Represents dualism and is the number created when 0 and 1 merge together as 0 and 1 are 2 numbers. 

1- The masculine or yang archetype. The one is phallic and can be seen in many symbols including the insertion of the 1 into the zero as an on button symbol (see below). 

0 - The feminine archetype. The field or canvas, magnetism, the field that life resides in, or the egg. It often gets no recognition but is the foundation of the 0-9 and all life itself.

The story of the 7 (Christ archetype) is that the 7 comes down from heaven, conquers fear (the 5) and death (the 6), merges with the 0 and 1 and then ascends back up to heaven to sit at the right hand of God (the nine). 

When you combine 7+1+0 you get 8. Eight is also an infinity symbol. 

Using this simple 0-9 number sequence I can explain most core concepts of various religions that have wrongly taken this literally. I can explain the symbols and concepts that define our being. I can address the problem of evil and the confusion over the god of sacrifice and blood in the Old Testament that claimed to be the 9 (but was really the 6), and fooled many religions. This is why religions often end up killing each other. They are really worshiping a god of sacrifice and are unaware it is not the highest god. 

Every good story has these characters or archetypes in them. I have taken some notes on this in the past. You can check them out HERE.

This is a very brief explanation that should probably require a book to explain all the history, symbols, planets, etc. that validate this simple number line as a way of making sense of the unknowable. 

If you are interested in this please reach out to me with questions. 

As the world seems to be spinning out of control my simple life is getting very enjoyable. I am now in a place that has seasons, which I love. Health has everything to do with your environment and supporting your body's ability to know where it is in space and time so it can respond properly. The weather has shifted here. We've had a few morning frosts and the leaves are starting to turn colors. We just fired up our wood stove for the first time and it was fantastic. 

There are several things I am doing differently in this new season. I'm shifting away from sugar and fruit. I will continue to reduce my carbs as the season changes. I am eating more root vegetables. I keep eating local meats from the amazing little local farm nearby, fresh local eggs, and salmon. Steel cut oats and blueberries are some of the only carbs I'll be consuming over the fall. The first key is to eat as natural and local as possible, staying away from fake food with lots of unnecessary ingredients. Eating simplistically. What we buy at the grocery store is very limited. I can't believe how much processed, boxed food people consume. Chips and pop are the first items to fly off the shelf here. I made a soup the other day from a squash our neighbor grew in his backyard along with some carrots and a yam. It was simplistically delicious. These are the types of carbs I plan on consuming as the season gets colder.  

Getting out in nature daily is also key. I recently found a huge stretch of forest on a nearby property with large paths and open fields that is great for walks and throwing the frisbee with our puppy. No matter where you are, make it a priority to get out in nature. Take daily walks in your environment. I want my system to be exposed to the changing seasons so that when winter comes I am properly cold adapted and my body knows what time it is and what to do. 

The only supplements I'm really focused on are mushrooms, beef liver capsules, kelp, fish oil, and vitamin C. I have found that as long as my diet is on point I don't get jazzed about supplements anymore. I worked in the supplement industry for many years, so I heard all the big exciting ads and learned over time that most of it is irrelevant to actual health. Especially products with proprietary blends of a ton of different ingredients. Truth is , it's mostly hype and the removal of chemicals, addictive substances, and processed foods along with sleep and nature is far better than any supplement. 

I do feel obligated to mention that I have now been off caffeine (except for dark chocolate which is a food and not a liquid caffeine extract like tea or coffee) for well over a year now. This has been a huge accomplishment for me and it's amazing how much better my system has been able to cope with stress. It was very hard to get off and the withdrawals were terrible but I highly recommend it in this time of immense stress, along with weed, alcohol and anything else that gives you a fix or benefit on the front with a price to be paid on the back. These are all credit card type substances; meaning you can get what you want now but can't avoid paying the interest forever. I see a lot of people who have maxed out their limits with these credit card substances, so to speak.

The coffee culture along with processed sugar and alcohol fuels the world. I know there's a lot of misinformation out there spinning things to validate almost any substance of choice, but the fact is that if you are stressed, caffeine is a stressor as a stimulant that spikes dopamine. Access dopamine converts to adrenaline. So the caffeinated world is getting stressed out while taking a drug that causes stress. If you have anxiety or sleep issues and are taking a drug that destroys both, that is your choice but I encourage you to contact me if you are looking to quit. I'm be happy to share my experience as a person who had anxiety for twenty years and drank coffee for twenty years and is now free of both. 

 I don't know if there have been any studies on the recovery of the nervous system form caffeine. From my perspective the hard withdrawals of body aches, depression, mood swings and what I would call neurochemistry issues (low dopamine not allowing my brain to click up to a fast thought speed) were difficult, but it over the past year my nervous system has recovered in ways that allow much deeper, restorative sleep. I am tuned into rest in a different way. Getting off caffeine has been a such a major contributor to my current state of well being. 

Health has become very simple. I am amazed by the complexity of nature, magnetism, and so many things I see all around me like the trees and the animals. I see that you don't have to know quantum physics to embrace the simple idea that nature is where we come from and where our bodies thrive. I am very happy right now compared to what I have been in the past but am also working and working out a lot and my body composition is also changing. I'm focusing much more on developing my legs and back instead of the typical, mirror-facing muscles most guys target. I like the changes and have never been so healthy. I am so glad to have my magnetico sleep pad and to be in Ironwood, MI. I have no regrets about my move. It has been wonderful and it is good to finally be home. ​

You can never be fully known. You are so dynamic that at any given moment you may have a realization that changes everything inside you shifts and no one else knows. I have had these shifts throughout my life. The people around me through no fault of their own were interacting with an outdated version of me. This is why many people refuse to think outside the box; the box that they have been programmed or chosen to trap themselves in. The castle that their mind lives in may actually be a prison. It is scary to open yourself up to the possibility that what you have known is wrong or is simply holding you back. We are raised with ideas as children that are reaffirmed as we grow. You simply find people to validate your preexisting ideas and refuse to interact with those that challenge you, or you take the hard road and go against your program and find something new. I go into this in the Are You Conscious Series (which I encourage you to read as it is the blog that took the most time to put together and I believe contains some really good ideas.) 

We are entering into a time of great divide and societal polarization. Can you consider the idea that no group is or can be entirely right all the time. It is very simple to distort the meaning of words. If you present an idea to a person that conflicts with their goal or world view it can be twisted. As I grow older the more I see that wisdom is knowing when to refrain from speaking. You can tell people the truth of themselves but if they are not ready to hear it they will consciously or subconsciously reject it. It can be very frustrating to communicate when this is the case. Words are containers for meaning. It is too easy to get hung up on the container (word itself) instead of the meaning. In society we have all sorts of ways of speaking to say things without actually saying them. 

I challenge you to open your mind up to the idea that you are wrong. To the idea that you have a neurological bias that does not allow you to see yourself for what and who you really are. I am in a relationship with a beautiful woman who I love. I am also a very difficult person to be in relationship with. I spend a lot of time thinking about words because as my relationship has progressed I have seen more and more that we are creating a new language together. I have my way of saying things with my meanings, and she has hers. We must often translate our words and make concessions in our preferred communication styles in order to relate to one another. I have found that many times the solution to a dispute is simply finding different words to say what I meant. Of course, tone and unspoken communication (like the look on my face) are also major contributors to being heard. 
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All around me I see the manipulations and logical fallacies that people use on each other. They come easy and in my own relationship I know it would be easier to use them than to do the work of translating. I must be willing to question my own thoughts. Why do I really say this or that? What does it mean to me? How is it received? I fear society will continue to dig deeper into a polarized state of interaction, where two conflicting ideologies can't overlap to create actual communication. The truth is the left needs the right and right needs the left. Order needs chaos and chaos needs order. The real question is always how much.
 
I fear that true communication will be lost and instead of listening to your ideological enemy you will simply mock them. The funny thing is that I see both sides behaving in similar ways. Relationships are hard. Find someone that disagrees with you and work on understanding why they think what they think. 

I am not up on pop culture but stumbled across a tag line that said WAP is the number one song in the world. I thought to myself "what is WAP," so I looked it up. This is what I found. 

I'm currently raising my soon to be wife Angela's six year old child, Caden. The truth is, if this is the number one song on the billboard hot 100 and in the world, it is going to be tough on me. It is extremely explicit but here are the lyrics to the song. 

Read them to see what the general population is programming into it's minds: 

I was a punk rocker when I was young and I admit that I listened to some very questionable stuff but the fact that the world has made this number one song and even hailed it as empowering towards women is sad to me. The "artist" of the song, Cardi B just did an interview with presidential candidate, Joe Biden. Of course she is someone who we should all look to as a role model and follow her political leanings.

This is information telling us about the mentality of society. I was raised religious with lots of talk about sin. Now that I am not religious I have higher ethics because I don't identify as a sinner and can't ask for forgiveness whenever I "sin". Instead I am left with the reality of my choices and personal responsibility. I support rational ethics.

When it comes to sex, both individuals and society must continue to push things further and further to get the same result. Not many people are thinking about brain science when they are thinking about sex but anything you do that is followed by a pleasure (orgasm) will train the brain and will begin a process of desensitization. The direction things are going fast is such an extreme glorification of sexualization that behaviors that where once believed to be obscene and illegal are now seen as standard. 

In a democracy the majority wins. If the majority believes that this is ok, then from a democratic position it is. I believe a correction must take place. Things have been set in motion and cannot be stopped. The decline of society intellectually is well under way and the removal of traditional education will stunt the school-aged generation and result in a complete neurological dependance on technology. 

There will be immense chaos that will lead to order sweeping in to pick up the pieces. We are seeing the complete abandonment of rational thought. This is not a fight it is a trend. I see it and it is not up to me to correct anything outside of myself. When the majority of society is dependent on pills, alcohol, weed, technology, and taught that political correctness supersedes reason, we are surely in the phase of decline. I now root for the correction in hopes that the inevitable results of theses societal choices will be some type of justice to this world. I know it will get worse before it gets better. I am just glad I am in a low population area with plenty of nature. Far away from big cities where minds are completely consumed by political correctness, 5G, and...WAP. 

A regression into fear-based religion is not the solution. A step toward rational ethics that involves total personal accountability is. I will not be surprised when complete chaos results from this destructive mentality.

Perhaps the most ironic thing about this video is its applause amidst the massive push to respect woman. Many woman are promoting themselves this way. This is confusing for men: I can't hold the door for a woman because it would be considered chauvinistic, but I can play this song? Seems pretty absurd to be honest. How does this song suggest women should be treated? Feminism is dead; it has been hijacked. In discussing this Angela said "This video is clearly derogatory toward women, but questioning it is politicly incorrect and considered derogatory towards woman." Raising the standard for woman, men and people in general are politicly incorrect. 

The storm clouds are gathering and time is speeding up. Prepare yourself. The locations that have the highest levels of political correctness and disregard for traditional reason and the celebration of the WAP mentality will be hit the hardest, and suffer the most. These locations will eat themselves alive. The election in November will be difficult no matter what happens. 

I am concerned that as society in general seems to have no idea about brains or how they are programed, we will dive even deeper into "kink". Unfortunately,  pedophilia will be the next inevitable step in the path toward total moral decline in the modern age. We have seen this in media, entertainment, and even newer laws being passed (like this). As children become sexualized, more and more adults who have pushed themselves farther and farther into the fringes of sexualization will likely find pedophilia as a new sick fetish. Where will it go from there is a pretty disturbing thought.

There are 10,000 ways for me to say how stupid this song really is. I will say how sad; that this is supported by many women. If I had a daughter I would  not just hope the WAP isn't her favorite song, but that she would be vehemently opposed to it in support of her own self respect. I guess I hoped that feminism would result in men no longer treating woman as whores. Instead, woman's liberation has resulted in woman being free to join men in referring to themselves as whores. I'm referring to tag line of the song "there's some whores in this house." From my perspective, this is sad. What do you think?

Storm clouds are gathering.

I expected things to settle down more during the summer. I was wrong, they have not. I will say I am glad I took action to move out of California when I did. Where I lived in California currently has the worst air quality in the world, surrounded by fires from  3 sides and ocean from another. I am glad I left as I don't see the fires or any other other problems in California getting better any time soon. The University of California now requires an annual flu vaccine for all students and staff by November 1, 2020. Other states like Massachussets are also pushing for mandatory vaccines in order to attend school. 

These steps are all preparation for a covid vaccine in the near future. I have said it won't be required unless you want to do any number of things that will involve the public space. Truth is, I haven't been following this very closely lately. I see the direction things are going. I have taken the steps I can. Because I am not on social media and haven't been for a long time I am not hit with the constant back and forth of opinions and heresay out there. I'm preparing for winter. I'm trying to get everything ready. I don't know if Caden will be able to go to school or not. It was set to start and now is canceled for a couple of weeks due to an elevator repair necessary for the "social distancing" protocols. We'll see what happens. It will be interesting to see the development of school age children while all of this is going on. Online schooling will inevitably push society towards more advanced and invasive technology. 

I expect September 11th, Halloween and especially the election in November to be extremely chaotic, by design. I originally thought that by next spring things would settle down but I don't think things will ever go back to pre- covid "normal". ​I can't imagine that Christmas or New Years will be calm or peaceful in places that aren't cold. 

I spoke to a woman the other day. I mentioned that I had moved from California. She said "Rats! I have a daughter there that can't get out." Rats I asked? She told me that the homeless populations in southern California is now so bad that there are severe rat infestations. This is one of those things you don't think about. Everything feeds something else. I see that 5g, Covid, and fires will all increase homelessness in CA and in turn rats will have their time to shine. Strange.
 
I thought our airbnb would take a while to get steady bookings with everything going on, but we are booked solid, every day, for weeks. People want to get back to nature and out of the cities. I see this trend continuing. 

The day that covid hit Angela and I got food poisoning. We were sitting in our old home in CA, puking our guts out and I remember saying "plan on our wedding and honeymoon being cancelled." We had to quickly shift to get out of there. We look back on it now with some humor as we made our initial plans to save ourselves amidst multiple trips to the bathroom. 

The move has come with many sacrifices. In some ways it has been very hard but there have also been so many rewards. I remember saying "if we hit August 31 and still haven't left, we leave it all behind and drive away." I'm glad it didn't come to that. We had a major court battle to be able to move with Caden which was very costly but thankfully worked out in our favor just in the knick of time. We worked multiple jobs while juggling with Caden at home, and as great of a kid as he is, I was really looking forward to a break with him at school. I'm sure he was excited about more socialization too. Now that it's delayed we are back to the drawing board to find more margin. Even with all the curve balls that have been thrown at us, I am still so glad we made the move when we did. 

I urge you not to fall into the trap of going directly from "it's too soon" to "it's too late." Many of the people I've said this to directly have 5 or more times the wealth and access to resources we do, but even as bad as things are now, they can't seem to let go. Be flexible. Don't get attached to things. Find ways to enjoy the little things in life that you can while all this is happening. There have always been struggles in life. What you do with those struggles defines the life you have. Storm clouds are gathering. Winter is coming.

Water is life. It is a strange substance that is so common to us we forget how amazing and dynamic it really is. Water is the gate between the quantum world (or what could be called the spiritual realm as there is nothing tangible there) and the physical world we live in. 

Hydrogen is the first element on the periodic table. It is the most basic element and contains one electron. When this first element mixes with oxygen, (a very non-tanglible substance) we get H2O, or water. Water is the gate to the physical world; the river that all must cross. Not all water is the same because that one electron of the hydrogen molecule is emitting light and light is information that tells the water how to behave. 
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Many of you know that water can take on information and has memory because of the work with sound and water. (Dr. Emoto) If not, check it out.

Water also behaves as a battery conductor. We make water in the mitochondria of our cells. (I have written in past blogs extensively about this.) Water conducts electricity and when we shift from sugars to fats our body switches from extracellular water to intracellular water. This is why people lose water weight on a keto diet. Water conducts. One of the major reasons why wireless tech is so bad is that it dehydrates us on a cellular level and in turn reduces the size of your quantum battery to hold charge to power the system that is you. In other words, the more we power our man-made wireless devices (cell phones), the less we power our biotech devices (our bodies). The 2 oppose one another on a spectrum. Dehydration leads to death. This is true for our bodies and plants alike. ​

I moved from the central coast of California to the upper peninsula of Michigan. In CA water is an issue and everything is brown and dry. In Ironwood the ground is moist year round and I am 20 minutes from the largest freshwater lake in the world. It rains often in the months when it isn't snowing and everything is green (or white in the winter). Life is abundant here and the sheer amount of trees and plant life is a tell.

Angela, Caden and I recently explored a beautiful waterfall that is a short hike 5 minutes from our home and it reminded me how dynamic water is. It moves and changes constantly. Water picks up information along its journey. We are surrounded by endless, unique forms of plant life and even mushrooms. We will have snow, lots of it and I'm sure you will get a frozen water blog this winter, but for now take a minute to appreciate the glass of water in front of you. It is life itself; a quantum gate in liquid form. Water is life. Don't forget it.

I have been very busy, so this blog has taken a back seat. Caden has been off school for the summer and the Rona, I've been working at a local store full time and am working on getting things set up in our home, which has been a huge success. If you read my past blog post you got to see our new puppy who is wonderful and also a lot of work. Angela and I also purchased a property that we have been setting up as an airbnb! We are very happy with how it turned out. Please share this link and check out our listing. We posted it last night and already have a reservation. We want this to be a home that is available for anyone who may want to get away. I have written about my predictions for the fall season and if you and your family need a place to go this is it. Please reach out to me if you'd like to come check it out here and we will help to accommodate. 
​Here is the link: To Our Airbnb

Life has gotten very simple for us. I honestly have no idea what is going on in the world as I have literally spent no time online at all. I have not been studying or reading, I have been building a fence and knocking out to do tasks on my list. Health seems very simple these days. All the quantum science is there but the perfect system of nature can be very simple. There is so much nature here. It is green. Yesterday we went and picked blueberries at a local farm. It was great and berries right off the bush are amazing. We found a local farmer who gave us a tour of his farm. He has cows, chickens, pigs, goats, and Icelandic lamb. He uses the animals to cultivate optimal grass growth. He has created a perfect ecosystem where everything feeds something else. We get fresh eggs, raw milk, beef, and pork from him and it all tases fantastic. It really exposes how fake and processed most food from a grocery store really is. Please support him any way you can. He is one of the few farmers left in the area doing things totally sustainably with no chemicals. He doesn't even plow, instead he rotates the animals in a unique sequence which cures the soil for optimal grass. 
​Link to Whitney Creek Farm Here  ​

Nature amazes me; there is no waste. Humans have stepped away from our natural life in an attempt to be special but I am starting to see that all we've accomplished is dividing ourselves from our source. Each part of the dynamic puzzle that is nature is needed and if you find your place, you feel useful and at home. You have purpose and are part of something bigger than yourself. 

Please go back and check out some of the old blogs and talks. I am very proud of them. Here is one that may interest you. 
Link To Talk

Even though so many good things have happened it does not mean that there have not been struggles. It is tough to leave a place you call home and realize just how little you mattered. It is as if I was never in California. A move like this lets you see a little bit what it will be like when you die. You're gone and everything keeps on going. Angela and I made this move with no family or friends here so the transition has been tough as we only have each other and we are both very tired. I understand why people don't move. It is hard but I would do it all again as I do not think things were sustainable where I was. It is tough to figure out who I am here. I'm not the Rob that I was in California and talking about magnetism to people doesn't seem very relevant. The adjustment takes time. 

I see that there is some strange health baseline that people are unconsciously trying to get to. In cities where the environment is bad people are more healthy to offset it. Here where the environment is amazing I see people drinking, smoking and gorging themselves on junk food. It's all very interesting as if there's some strange balance of having pleasure and avoiding pain. It's not my place to tell anyone how to live. The culture is different here. Less focused on how things appear and that is both good and bad.

In any case, where ever you are reach out. I miss my conversations I have had with many of you. Stay tuned. I hope to get back to blogging more soon (Caden starts first grade soon so I'll have some more time). Thanks for being part of my journey. ​

Food gets so much attention in health that I opt to stay away from it unless relating it to light and time (the seasons). It is important and I plan on writing a reminder blog each season, now that I live in a place that has seasons.

Eating a local, seasonal diet is key. That being said, in the summer when the sun is most abundant you can eat fruits and more carbs, especially if you are out in the sun a lot. I eat oats, fresh sourdough bread, blueberries and dark chocolate often. These are some of my staples in the summer. Year round it is good to have beef, eggs, and fish. I've started to have more chicken and turkey too. It is good to get a diverse blend of amino acids (the building blocks of protein). 

Eating doesn't have to be as complex as we make it. The more active and immersed in nature you are, the more you can get away with. When I lift weights I feel the carbs I eat differently than if i'm not moving as much. Stay away from processed foods and snack foods. I opt for bigger meals with real food than to grab chips or other processed carbs. 

I often will eat beef alone. Cutting out all the sides and sauces can be a good way to get your meals in without all the extra calories. Remember to make a clear choice about growing or shrinking. Summer is the time to eat and enjoy food in the sun when you're active. It is the time to grow. The problem is that people eat the same foods in the same quantities in the winter, causing weight and fat gain as a result. At the end of the healthy eating is seasonal and local but growing and shrinking is a calorie game. You can eat junk food and loose weight, you can eat real food in quantities that are too much and get fat. I've been working hard and so I've been trying to make sure I eat enough to support the work load. Summer is the time for fruits and foods with more sugar. 

With all that said, remember that the removal of tech and making sleep a priority will boost health, making any focus on food less important. 

Also apparently anything you eat near a sleeping puppy is better absorbed. This is Samson, the newest member of our family. He seems to be on the "eat lots of anything I see" diet. 

Caden had his 6th birthday yesterday and everything is going very well. Our house is wonderful and the area has been great so far. I am glad that when everything seemed to go crazy we practiced what we preached and made big moves and sacrifices. It wasn't easy but has already paid off.

As far as I can tell order and chaos are the two basic forces in the universe. The universe is dualistic and you can always find two opposites to compare as the two basic forces, but order and chaos are good ones to look at. 

Which is good and which is bad? That is entirely relative and depends on the context. In some stories order has become dominant in which chaos is the solution. A good example of this is Star Wars were the orderly system needs rebels to bring in some chaos. The argument for chaos is freedom. Then you have chaos in the majority position and order rises up to oppose it. I imagine the sheriff in the wild west as the order in a chaotic environment who rescues people from the chaos. 

Different stories will paint one or the other as the good side but typically if either side becomes too dominant, then we root for the other side as the solution. We see this same story play out in real life. A government (order) becomes too restrictive; too many taxes, too much control, etc. and a rebellion rises up to overthrow it. If the rebellion is successful, it soon finds itself with the problem now being the instrument of order. Its victory immediately puts it in the position of the thing it just sought to overthrow.

The interesting thing is that often you will see wise people who know that order leads to chaos and chaos leads to order. In times of order these people will use the negative aspects of chaos to show the need for order. An example is a protest that has a member of order do something violent in order to bring about the need for more order. This is basic false flag stuff which is obvious and has been done for thousands of years. It is not always the case and doubt is the way that it gets by. You don't know if the agent is really on the side it says it is or not. 

I think about all this because I have been watching the show West World which I reference very heavily in the Are You Conscious Series (check it out - I had to stop blogging for 6 months to write it). In the third season of this show the question of order or chaos is the overarching question. Should a society be free or ordered through control? The old battle of predestination vs free will. The nice thing about this show is that there is no answer. We see both sides go back and forth. There is suffering on either end. 

It is interesting because in our own society we often see the right depicted as the order and the left rebelling against it but in many cases the left is trying to use government (order) to enforce peoples' behavior. An example is the governmental enforcement of pronouns or something to that effect. On the other hand the right very much regulates and controls. The truth is that what ever your norm is, that is what you want to maintain. So order and chaos are just tools that people use to promote whatever position they find themselves desiring. 

If you start to see that order leads to chaos and chaos to order you will see the tightrope that the world is walking to allow for life to happen. The times we are in seem chaotic and from that you will see order as the solution. A current example is the order to put on a mask. Try to see these forces for what they are. They are two powerful dualistic constructs that don't war with each other but dance together. The world is made of layers of order and chaos. Any time you think it is purely one or the other take a closer look. We need them both, the question is when.