During the day the earths magnetosphere is in competition with the suns magnetosphere but at night the side of the earth not facing the sun does not have this completion. This would correlate with increase magnetic interactions at night during the repair mechanisms in the body linking magnetism to circadian biology.
This would make sense why the magneticos enhancements are engaged at night and not during the day truly establishing the magnetico as a natural expression of unidirectional magnetism that is in balance both with the type of magnetism but also the time/light cycle.
The earth when turned away from the sun would interact with the light (blue light) reflected from the moon but also the slight magnetic influence from its metallic core that is far weaker than the suns but is far closer. This may account for the interaction between the moon and waves in the ocean ect. Overlapping magnetic fields have the potential to increase charge expression.
It would make sense that our brains (the mitochondria dense organ that it is, light and charge expression) would have the opportunity to light up more in an increased magnetic environment that would also be influenced by the moon allowing for altered states of consciousness.
Essentially we get outer light from the sun during the day and inner light from electron expression in an altered magnetic field at night.
I'm saying that the cycles are happening on the outside and the inside of our systems from matching fractals are set to an exchange clock where we drink water from the outside during the day and make water at night in the same way we get light from the sun during the day and light for the electrons the we "create" in the same way we create water. The would have us in the physical world during the day and the "spiritual" or conceptual world at night but the ability to navigate the concept realm is directly tied to the magnetic field that we are in.
This would explain the details of astral projection, lucid dreaming ect.
Understanding this may allow us to engage these mechanisms in the waking stat much like the water creation.
This would also explain the imbalance focus on the material world and the day ....aka the patriarchy or an excess focus on the sun or day state. If you leave your body every night you become less attached to it and therefor less afraid of leaving it...death.
Of coarse the removal of darkness at night distorts or bodies ability to engage night protocols. When the magnetosphere was stronger these night protocols would be far more engaged making virtually all our needs around tech useless.
This is just me free styling. I have never read this or heard but as I unpack it it seems that there may be ways to reengage these mechanisms in our current environment or at lease see our potential better.
Now lets get a little weird......
See any similarities here
Lets see what we can explain
...It isn't your fault but you have to handle this tough time well.
Health in the modern world is very difficult to navigate as the forces that operate our environment beyond our 5 senses are changing very quickly. What is commonly called nature is the complex and ever-changing expression of life that has been birthed from the interactions between mother Earth and father Sun.
The earth has a magnetosphere. This is the field that charge (light) can express itself in. The sun is the spark of life. In the same way that the feminine aspects of our society historically have not been given the equal credit they deserve, magnetism is also neglected. It is not visible the way that the bright shining sun is. Very few people know much about mother magnetism at all. Magnetism in combination with light is responsible for all life on the planet. What does a planet with no mother look like? Mars. It has light from the sun but no magnetosphere.
All things have a masculine and feminine aspect but the story of life on this planet is one of our two parents. Earth is the child of the father (the sun); which gives life but also has a deadly temper when the mother (magnetism) is not present to balance him out.
I could go a thousand different directions with this as the interactions between masculine and feminine are universals. In fact, the same process of life expressing itself in a magnetic feild that contains light is the same story of the electron and all the electro magnetic aspects of your body and every cell in you body is powered by electrons that have been converted to denser (more stable) forms.
For a more scientific explanation about magnetism and how to increase magnetism check out The Magnetico Blog.
If this blog makes sense you will see why I promote the Magnetico so much. You can get all the sun in the world but without the a strong unidirectional magnetic field to express itself in, the lights potential is limited.
Magnetism goes on a cycle that lasts thousands and thousands of years and that cycle is in decline naturally. In fact, we are at the end of it. Magnetism is expected to zero out in a few hundred years but if you know what magnetism does then its decline will lead to more and more separation from nature and more tech. The decline is not a result of anything we have done. But when magnetism was at its peak life on this planet was at its highest point and humans where completely interconnected with nature. Our parents were both there balancing each other out. As magnetism has declined we as humans have felt abandoned and are rebelling. We are saying to our parents "fine I can do it with out you", much like a child in a home were the parents are separating. I theorize that this is why we have rejected nature and are trying to create all the things that nature was intended to provide out of tech.
What most would call natural progress I see as unnecessary when life is super abundant on the planet. If scarcity is gone then so is the motivation to create. Solutions and innovations are born out of problems. This is why all our tech deals in electro-magnetics; EMF (electro magnetic fields) that are not in sync with nature. We are the child listening to punk rock and getting drunk when our parents seem to not support us the way we need them to. (At least that's the teen I was).
Hopefully you are starting to see what has happened and what got us to this point and where we are heading. In time we will develop a new connection with our Father (sun) and our Mother (magnetism) but for now we rebel. Everything is fractal so if you go back to the past blogs and see the electric as this father and the magnetic as the mother you will start to see the harmony that you restore within your self brings restoration to your environment and in turn the planet as overlapping unidirectional fields have the ability to express more light and in turn more life. The more you get in nature, the more you will see how to become more healthy inside yourself. Now you can re-frame the conversation of health away from all the marketing and business and start to tune in. Then we can stop rebelling against our parents and instead learn from them. We have to become nature to those that are in our environment.
This story hits very close to home for me as my story is the same as this story of nature. Now go find the people in your life that increase your field so that you can express your light and renounce the addiction to the tech that is only needed when we are out of sync with nature.
If this makes sense to you then you see that we must learn from our parents both what to do and what not to. We must become balanced electro magnetic frequency devices ourselves, instead of building external electromagnetic devices. Please reach out to me as I now see very clearly that my abilities are directly connected to who is in my immediate field. The story of health and life is a very different one than what is being told but it is also one that hits very close to home. Find the people that increase your electromagnetic field and get as close to them as you physically can. Our tech can not replace in-person interactions. When you field overlaps with others that raises your charge and a unique, diverse expression of life and ideas will come from it. We have relied on our parents too long and now is the time to stop living off them top down and start living like them from inside out. When we do this our silly tech will fall off in the same way any other addiction does when health and balance is restored.
We use the word love so much. What is it? The perfect harmonic frequency expression between two overlapping electro magnetic fields that causes both to be uniquely expressed as both separate but intertwined resulting in an entirely new song that sounds like what can only be described as ....home.
Hearts are the electromagnetic pulse devices that...
haha ok I'll save tha for another blog.
Ethics - Never settled.
Nature is a self regulating system. Everything in nature is thinning the heard so to speak. Everything on every level. In the body cancer is a separate group that can't be killed off by the body.
We are all biased toward our own survival, meaning no one that is a supporter of any type of eugenics thinks they too should be killed off. (with the execption of suicide bombers who are a good example of apoptosis)
Abortion is far more of a eugenics issue than people want to admit.
When I was a middle schooler in sex ed the pro abortion people came in. Kids were trying to figure out the ethics of life ending. I raised my hand and said "so a good reason for abortion would be someone who has basically no chance of being a normal person, like if there is no father and the mother is institutionalized for mental illness and the state would have to take the baby right away to be passed around in the system." They agreed yes, that is exactly the type of scenario that would justify abortion. I ten smiled and said....you just aborted me. They didn't have too much to say about that. I still don't fall into any camps.
Anti abortion is pro war and antigun is pro abortion. Which is exactly the negative I would construct if I was in power and was aware of if I were into eugenics.
Others in history have clearly defaulted to genetics for eugenics. Understanding epi-genetics and genetic expression being determined by the environment makes that far less concrete. In the same way the white supremacists are having a hard time with genetic testing showing that they also are not "pure" as they would like to say. Most of these ideas are cultural as opposed to genetic anyway. People are trying to hold onto their norm.
I see a trend with super villains often being both intelligent and disconnected socially. The more intelligent the less the ethics are emotional and the more logically consistent they are. Where people in society seem to be ok with death as long as it is part of the societal norm.
The top people within the systems of our society make decisions about who lives and dies. The plus is that who dies is never them the downside is having to make the call. Everyone else that is subject to them has the plus of not having to decides but the negative is maybe being killed off. I can say as someone who doesn't have to decide it is easy to criticize everyone that does as evil.
Some default to God so anything that happens is gods will and hes perfect so now all kinds of really stupid things can be assumed as perfect. This a convenient ethic I was raised with. It says in the bible submit to all governments because god put them there. Of coarse this makes any revolt against Britain or war against the nazi's going against gods will. Interesting.
I have never met a blood relative. I have no linage and have no ideas about legacy. I am learning a massive amount of information and becoming increasingly isolated so I think about society as an observer not as a participant. I see how silly so many of the social/emotional ethics are.
Like veganism saying things with eyes are conscious and things that don't have eyes are not. Many vegans connect with animals and then become very violent toward humans. Killing a killer is an often touched on theme as you become the thing you are opposed to.
I am starting to identify with nature and it is a shape shifter. It is life itself and it never dies it just changes, it is light itself.
I don't have any opinions about this I know that I want to live but with things like 5G being so known to me and so unknown to others my ethics are met simply by telling people in my health blog. I do need certain things from people and that helps. Very few inquire and no one wants to pay me to find out how to stay alive. Everyone shows their priorities with their actions.
I do know that nature does not care about humans any more than it cares about anything else. Not at all.
I will say that blue light and wifi cause neurological regression making people opporate from the limbic system and not the the prefrontal cortex. This essentially makes people less human and more animalistic.
Most do not have the ability to think critically. I am also aware that the percentage of the population that is not consuming drugs or intoxicants on a daily basis is very small. Add in thye neuro effects of tech and you have a very low functioning society. It will colapse soon. As the parents currently paying for their kids to play will die off and the kids will have3 no ability to provide for themselves. many will die in the basements of their homes surrounded by video games and monster drinks. So I feel very much like the sober guy at the bar. The infra structure can not support techy. Econ is something most know nothing about. Ask what is money most have no clue.
I do not know what to make of the ethics of life, I don't have to. I do know in what ways the population will kill itself off.
Best quote from the watchmen
"Without condoning or condemning, I understand"
What do these guys all have in common? From the outside maybe not much. maybe a lot of conflicting ideas. I was recently introduced to Alan Moore (on youtube) and have had lots of fun listening to his ideas on things. At this point I'm far more set to ask which language a person is using than to say how different it is. I find most conflicting ideas are just a refusal to break down the words to see the meaning. Most arguments are arguments of semantics. I here about the subatomic quantum realm and it is just another way of saying what Alan Moore would call idea space. Science and spirituality are now synonymous for me. I have spent a lot of time with these four guys I have never met and I have hung out with them in idea space. Alan Watts is dead but he is the one I have spent the most imaginary time with. I say imaginary because I've never met him in "real' life. One of the best/worst realizations I've ever had is that everyone I've ever known and everyone that has known me didn't know the same me that I know. We are all ideas. Faces on ideas that may have some truth to them. I was married for ten years and had a dream about my ex wife last night who I haven't seen or spoken to in years and when I woke up I realized that (I had seen her in idea space and that it wasn't her at all and that I don't know her now and then it follows that I didn't know her then and she didn't know me any more than I know Alan Watts. Ideas are all we are and I grieve tangibility and at the same time then find so much freedom in creating an idea of myself and others on my own instead of allowing society or others to create an idea of me.
Jack Kruse is a Neuro surgeon who has probably impacted my life more than any other person on the planet. He is able to explain deep science. Yesterday I posted a Fb question in a group about over rated health topics and right away Dr. Kruse responded. I got (as I just typed those words I got a notification from Jack Kruse on FB which is both creepy and fits with Alan Moore's ideas serendipity ideas) Anyway, I posted and Kruse himself responded. I was a bit star struck and at the same time realized here we are bot on FB on a Saturday morning thinking about how bad tech is and I couldn't help but see the joke in it. Everything has pluses and minuses.
I also bought a concert ticket to see Conor Oberest yesterday who is coming into town. I got excited and afraid. You see there have been times when I have seen favorite bands and had an idea of the lead singer having this connection with me because I identified with certain songs which is why I love shows so much even thought they are high stimulation atmospheres that I normally would avoid. Once I saw a favorite band and the lead singer came across like a real ass hole and it kind of ruined the music a bit. Why I never met the singer either when I was listening to the music or listening to him say ass hole things. these are all ideas. I often think I wish I wasn't alone right now but them when I am around other people I think I wish I wasn't alone and obviously being perceived in a way that I don't feel represents me properly.
The Alan watts explanation of the universal observer and us being essentially the glasses with different prescriptions that sees things helps.
We are all island both held together and separated by ocean. The lines of real and virtual are getting blurred with technology. I have one hand in the material l world and the other in the conceptual.
I do see that in the past I wanted things so that others could see them. No one can see the things that are most important to me the ideas that have been mixed together from the 4 people above and so many more. those are for me alone. It is fun to try though which explains this post.
Every time this happens commit to sitting with it. Don't accept the idea or reject it, just let the wave of dissonance dissipate and then use reason to accept it or reject it or see it as a possibility. Innovation and creativity cause dissonance, they didn't when you were 0-7 because of the state of your brain. Some people never overcome cognitive dissonance and therefore never have a creative thought that didn't come from the programming they received between the age of 0-7. Any idea you defend can't expand.
I have tried to make this site a very authentic picture of my thought process. My past, my health journey and the blogs. Telling the story of my ideas and realizations. This site is more for me than for anyone as it is so easy to forget. Going back to past posts and working on new ones has been impactful for my process. These blogs are largely freestyle unedited stream of consciousness stuff.
I just posted Neurogenesis Vs depression Part 4
This series has been impactful for me as it has helped me to see how happiness can be sustained and as soon as that happened I was hit with the greatest block to my real core happiness. Let me explain.
Our brains from 0-7 are in a theta brain state. We are not fully in reality which allows us to imagine things and play with reality much more than adult brains. At the same time this is when our core subconscious identity is being formed. As always I view the physical and conceptual brain as a tree (a fractal) and these formative years are essentially the core branches coming out of the trunk.
The core lenses that all the other branches of information will be filtered through. It is very important to note that the subconscious formation of these branches is not rational it is a dry sponge soaking up information and it will absorb poison just as easy as anything else. It also at least for some of the time does not know language. What does it know? stimulus, action, facial expressions, environmental imputes.
This awareness from a brain perspective makes me look at any number of events that would be traumas for an adult brain even more traumatic to an infant not less. We think its ok the baby won't remember it....they won't consciously remember it but their brain will record it and factor it in as a significant development tool (circumcision seems pretty evil if you think about it) and what is memory if not information that is retained to establish future conscious or subconscious programs.
It is important for me to remind myself and you that what ever you where exposed to at this time was not your fault.
It is not your fault
if you saw a baby in the cold you would not think stupid baby should go inside and get warm. It was not your fault but it is now your responsibility. Hard truth. (the circumcised is a good one...you didn't choose that nothing to feel guilty about)
This may seem obvious to people who have had children but I have not and I, up to this point, have not gone back to my own early life. You see I was taken from my mother at birth. I was passed around a bit, renamed several times and I'm told at one point I was supposed to be kept but the couple got pregnant so I got passed on again. This is a problem because it is better to not bond with a baby than to bond and sever it as it can alter the ability to bond in the future. I was adopted at the age of 2 which sounds very young but 2 years out of 7 accounts for a massive amount of programming. It as my life went on became clear to me that I did not bond with my adopted parents. I like them as people, I don't think they are neuro development experts and probably where not consciously doing the things needed to over come the obstacles set up within my neurology. They tried but these things don't just happen, neurology requires conscious intervention.
As I grew up I felt disconnected from my family and in tern socially and in turn culturally and in turn globally.
What does this look like? Like a punk rocker. Like an addict that identifies with substances instead of people. Like someone who unconsciously pushes people away. Like a person that cant stand to see happy people.
You see my brain could not reason or speak a language (at least not well) in my 0-7 formation. The lens my brain learned subconsciously was this (This is where this post gets tough)
The program I was taught by my environment was
I am not lovable
Now because this was the foundation lens for everything in my life subconsciously my brain is constantly trying to validate these ideas. Why? because it is easy to prune a tree at the tips but be careful if you cut off the primary branches because everything built on it will go with it.
Even typing this right now my brain is glitching. Trying to apply intellect to my subconscious program that was not formed by reason but by environment.
You see I have spent years pruning my tree. Changing my brain. This is a process that has to be done over time so as to not kill the tree. You see when a person has an identity crisis of some type or faces a trauma their brain can not support the brains branches much like a tree in a storm branches can snap. If they are primary branches sometime the whole tree goes down.
(Be kind when you see "crazy" people talking to themselves. There brain tree was probably thriving at one point....it probably looked like your brain and we as a society have to recognize how fragile we all are which is a big reason I do this blog to show people how to support their brain health physically and conceptually.)
The conflict in my brain - I am consciously and subconsciously trying to validate my foundations of world perceptions and at the same time I am trying to be happy, feel loved and connected.
What do I do with my two programs
I am not lovable
I rig it. I make sure that everyone leaves which establishes my unlovability. when this happens I feel relieved that my tree can stay intact and at the same time I hate that my tree is what it is. This leads to internal conflict and self destructive behavior.
But I didn't intellectually know I was doing this. I didn't understand the neurology or my own development. I am scared to type all this like it is some secret that if the universe or my conscious mind finds out I will cave in because the lies we tell ourselves have a function.
But I have been pruning this tree long enough. I have been slowly building to this point.
The samurai image is comforting. The battle is always within myself. You see First I had to challenge the - I am weak program- Now I am strong. Strong enough to shift my weight onto the I am strong branch of my mind and cut off with a swift swipe both
I am not lovable
and replace them with I am lovable and no one can leave because nothing is separate from me. If you read the neurogenesis vs depression series you will understand that my nervous system can extend into this world. It can remerge with everyone that I thought left in the past and I can integrate them into my mind in the most positive way so no one ever left. It is the idea of me being separate that had to leave. Now my cat, my plants and my friends are extensions of me, my enemies are extensions of me.
I am lovable because I love my cat and my cat is an extension of me. No one ever leaves because I am grounded, I am tied to the same earth as them. You see if I remove those old programs and I'm doing my best to do that then everything up to this point was to teach me how to love myself and in turn everything else. Teachers.
I am lovable
I get to stay me because I have grown the other branches of my tree enough over time to still be whole even with the loss of my deep rooted subconscious programs.
Dare I ask what my life looks like if I don't have to view the world through those old lenses. I don't know and that can be scary but I am bored with the old program and so lets see what it looks like.
I don't know why I am doing this site. Its not financially motivated but I guess it is an effort for me to make my ideas tangible. Some people love me and some hate me but this process is who I am. I'm not perfect and I have a lot of regrets but I can honestly say I didn't know I was operating from those programs or how to stop them from controlling my behaviors. I am doing my best to be better and it is my hope that others really take the time to search deep inside themselves for their own issues and you will see that the things that are getting you focus, love or hate exist within you.
So there it is
I am lovable ...haha still tough to type. Practice and patience.
a special thanks to my truest friend, I trust you
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